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keevacaereni) wrote2009-12-20 02:28 pm
keevacaereni) wrote2009-12-20 02:28 pm
FUCKING SNOW
I fucking hate today.
My mother and brothers can't come to see me because of the weather, I have to work, I'm sick, I still don't know if I'm working Boxing Day and because of that, I may be spending Christmas alone. Fuck, I'm crying again. This'll be my first Christmas alone, and I'm scared if the snow keeps up the trains will be cancelled, so no going to Dad's, which was the original plan. If I'm not working on Boxing Day or the day after, I'm going home, and Dad can get fucked. I've seen my brothers three times this year, and it's not enough. I'm going home if I can at all manage it.
Shit, this day sucks.
My mother and brothers can't come to see me because of the weather, I have to work, I'm sick, I still don't know if I'm working Boxing Day and because of that, I may be spending Christmas alone. Fuck, I'm crying again. This'll be my first Christmas alone, and I'm scared if the snow keeps up the trains will be cancelled, so no going to Dad's, which was the original plan. If I'm not working on Boxing Day or the day after, I'm going home, and Dad can get fucked. I've seen my brothers three times this year, and it's not enough. I'm going home if I can at all manage it.
Shit, this day sucks.